It has nothing to do with being worthy

It has nothing to do with being worthy or unworthy. It has everything to do with Allah and what He put inside of me to bring forth in this life. This is the same with everyone - we are called to bring forth what He placed in us. The only part we have in this is either to say "yes" to Him or say "no". That is where free will comes into play. 

Kind of like being a sleeper agent or one of the battlestar galactica clones who were not aware they were clones until the time came for them to do their thing. But our thing is for Allah and the good of all things not for destruction and evil. 

Can it really be true that Allah placed all this within us and trusts us with it? How have I responded - not in the most respectful or holy way. Allah, please clear away all the false briefs that block me from saying "YES" to Your calling and my place in Your creation. 

Is it really as easy as being absorbed in the Unity? Realizing you are one puzzle piece of the whole and just being in your place in the puzzle and getting plugged back into it?